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Rarr. I give up. Monday. 1.12.04 8:19 pm No boyfriends for me for awhile now... I quit damnit. No matter how much ecstasy I seem to be floating in, the excruciating pain at the end just isn’t worth it all. When I suffer, I suffer big time, so much to a point you could peel the living skin off of me, and I couldn't tell the difference. Not literally, but you get the jist right? Quitting boys for awhile could get me out of a bad habit anyway... And this DOESN'T mean I'm going to go lesbo.... *ahem* COURTLAND! The last relationship I was in, I fucked it up big. I've only been in one *fling* before Zach. My previous was with me for all of the wrong reasons... So him being my first (anything) with him, his notions and motives in mind, the only speed I know in a relationship is fast. And, if I've got all of the facts together, that's what was wrong... I'm still kind of confused. Unfortunately, I lost a good boyfriend over this and a few other problems, and a great friend. Yes- we are still "friends", but let's let reality take it's toll now okay? I miss you Waxer... So before I do feel like dating again, I want to make sure I have more self control then I do right now. So onto my next subject...I'm grounded again! Until the end of 3rd Quarter... guess why... I was talking on the internet on a school night. Oh hit me with a stick! ARGHHHHH. So that means no phone, AIM(unless my mom's not home heh heh), inviting people over, going over to other people's houses, and other fun get togethers and whatnot. I hate this. rarrrrr 0 Comments. Name. URL. [to enter your email, use "mailto:youremail@domain.com"] Subject. Comment. Word verification. Copy the first 4 characters only. If you are a member, try logging in again or accessing this page here.